Hello.
I'm feeling a little bit lonely.
Now, I know, I know...
Of course it's normal to feel alone in these shitty times. But, it's nice to vent every now and then, eh?
The thing is, now that the hard work has officially ended, I have too much time to think...
Let me tell you! Free time is my own personal hell!
Of all the things I could do, waking up, reading old texts and wishing I could go back to the first term isn't productive...
No, I should be moving on. Learning to cope with each daily serving of fresh crap from this god-awful planet.
Good lord I wish I could... I mean, I am trying...
Trying to forget that I even had ideas. I mean, it was pretty clear by second term it was not mutual. Therefore, I was an idiot.
Oh, I don't know... Just... I thought that for like, two months, somebody liked me.
Genuinely, actually, definately, properly.
Only a dream though. Another mis-evaluation on my part... Me being far, far too optimistic again. And I never learn.
Now... I do still remember Tron: Legacy. I still wonder if I should have done more when I had even a tiny chance... Worn my heart on my sleeve...
Obviously I would have been badly hurt, and my exposed heart gobbled up... But it's kind of, even more painful to look back and think 'what if?'
What the fuck am I on about?
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