Jan 01 (1)

DAY #187

Hi there!
I'm concerned!
I'm trying not to think about my brother!
No more exclamation marks I promise... I promise!
Quite strange, all this. I mean, how I think things are happening...
Um... How can I put it...
I expect things to happen based on how people are acting, but... I've been proved wrong. Numerous times.
Sorry, but... I don't want to take that kind of risk based on a 'possibly'. I'd rather wait and be sure...
It's just the way I am, I suppose. I'm far too afraid to actually make the first move...
That's what confident, normal people like you do. I mean, it's not that I don't want the outcome, but I don't wan to look like an idiot.
Oh... uh... I'm being an arsehole again.
Right, time to stop before my self esteem gets any lower.